JOURNEY TO LEILA and now onward to bring home BENJAMIN
Leila and I, now journey to China, to bring home my son, her brother, Benjamin. This blog began while I was waiting for Leila, and chronicles our time in China. I've been lax in my duties of keeping up this journal, but now hope to get it back up and running while Leila and I get ready to head to China, once again, to bring home Benjamin.
Sunday, March 18, 2012
"That's him, that's my brother, and his name is Benjamin"
So let me explain the title of this post...have patience...it's long, but it has powerful meaning...
On March 14, 2011, it was announced that China had opened back up to singles. This was the day I had been waiting for, for almost 6 years. I had always planned for Leila to have a sibling, and when China closed to singles (6 months after I brought Leila home), I figured I find another way. I researched other countries, but nothing was as black and white a process as China. I was just about at the point where I had come to terms with Leila being an only child, when China opened up again to me.
I immediately contacted the adoption agency I used to adopt Leila, and told them I wanted to adopt again, and told them I wanted a girl. They told me that there were many boys who needed families, and would I consider a boy. I told them I would think about it...meanwhile I had paperwork to start.
A few days later, I was driving home from work, and this name "Ben" came into my head from out of nowhere...and I thought to myself...why am I thinking of this name Ben, I don't even like the name Ben (for crying out loud, it's the name of a rat in a Michael Jackson song)! But then I thought...this must be the sign that I should consider a boy to adopt. So I contacted my adoption agency and told them "yes, I would consider a boy".
Then the files started coming in...beautiful baby, toddler, and young boys. All adorable...I wanted to bring them all home. I would look at their files at night, after Leila had gone to bed, and think about how this child would fit into our life. I was down to 3 files that I was ready to have reviewed by a doctor. Then one day I came home, and my agency had sent a file...the content of the email said something to the effect of..."there's something about this boy, that says I should send his file to you, please take a look". I opened the file, while Leila was in the room, and up popped this beautiful face...and Leila saw him and said to me "That's him, that's my brother, and his name is Benjamin." I was floored! Could this just be coincidence, or was this the boy I was meant to adopt?
So I then ended up with 4 files to take to the doctor for review. By the time I left the doctor's office, I had 2 files left...Benjamin was one of them, and he is who I chose...or was he chosen for me? Who knows...but I do know that he will be my son.
We're coming to get you Benjamin!
Friday, March 18, 2011
Friday, January 09, 2009
Obla Di, Obla Da, Life goes on...
So sorry I've been negligent in my posting, but between school, work, and being sick, and having this monstrous house to take care of (I so need a maid), I just don't have time to blog. But I DO have time for pictures. So here's what's been going on since Leila started school.
In October, we welcomed our dear friends, Liz and Jay's, new baby, Alex to the world. He truly is the cutest baby I have ever seen. How good a friend are Liz and JR? Well, they let Leila hold little 5 1/2 pound Alex.
Halloween: I waited until the last minute to get Leila her costume...she can never decide what she wants to be, so I always have to choose for her. I got her a Renaissance Dress, and a Doctor's outfit (they were 50% off by the day of Halloween, so it was like BOGO Free)...she wanted nothing to do with the "dress"...so guess what she was? And her annual traditional pose with Uncle Jay. Alex was only a month old, and far too little to go "Trick or Treating" with us, but I'm sure he'll be out there next year.
Thanksgiving was a feast, and Leila enjoyed helping out in the kitchen this year. She also had a wonderful show at school. See how little she is? She's the littlest one in her class. She needs to have a growth spurt...poor little thing. Oh well, I was never petite and always wanted to be, so she can be petite and tell me what it's like!
We made Brownie's for dessert, and Leila and I enjoyed making this video of Chef Leila. Also of note, you'll see a white dog laying on the floor in the family room, in the background...that is our beloved Aragon, who was 16 years old, and was in congestive heart failure and had chugged along for a year with this fatal disease. She was gently put to sleep right after Thanksgiving. Leila took it all in stride, and since she understands about God and Heaven, she was content that Aragon was up in Heaven with God. Oh, and you'll notice Leila is in an eye patch. Nothing's wrong, it's just that she spent 2 1/2 years in China without glasses, and she has good vision in one eye, and bad vision in the other. So her brain got used to only using the good eye, and now, even with glasses, since her brain has been trained to use only the good eye, it won't use the bad eye. So we've patched her good eye, to force her brain to start using the bad eye. The good news is, she went from 20/100 (with glasses), to 20/70 in just 6 weeks. So she's still in the patch, and will be until the Dr. feels that her vision can't get any better.
And finally, we had professional portraits done at Target...I wasn't too happy with them, so we'll have to go to a "real" professional soon. But, here's a decent shot of me and my little darling (I got this picture off the Target website, and it's low quality, because they want you to buy the pictures, not steal them...and I did buy some of them, just not this one). It was the first time I curled her hair...and I thought it came out really cute.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
And yet another milestone...
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Sorry...we've been soooooooooo busy
Monday, April 28, 2008
Vacation Time
Beach shots of Leila and I together. Thanks to my friend Leiha for taking these pictures. I'm often the picture taker, so there usually aren't too many shots of Leila and I together.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Beautiful Child
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Broadway
Monday, December 10, 2007
China Video
So here's a link to the video I made. I don't think it will be the final video of our China trip...but it works for now.
http://server3.inalbum.com/ia30/show/wantbaby61/
It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas...
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Santa Claus...
We were 3rd in line, and Leila was anxious to spew forth the list of presents she wanted. When she got on his lap, she was going a mile a minute with her list of must have's. When she was done, she came to me and said "Santa didn't give me any presents"...AHHHH, I hadn't thought of that kind of logic in a 4 year old. So I quickly explained to her that he's just taking her order, and he will deliver the presents on Christmas...I hasten to add "if you're a good girl". I swear I'm milking this whole naughty and nice thing!
Anyhow...here she is...waiting for Santa...then finally, he arrives!
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
I'm a Christmas Freak...
Holly cow...I found another one...this one has FIREWORKS...all I can say is WOW!