I'm Depressed

So today I got the official log in date (LID) of my Dossier - 10/9/05. That means that it sat on someone's desk for 5 weeks with no one even logging it in. If you only knew how much I spent on FedEx and Courier services to get all these documents all across the country to make sure it had all the "official" notaries and authentications, only to have it all end up sitting on a desk in China. On average, most people get their Dossiers logged in within 2 weeks. Because of the delay in logging in my Dossier this almost definately means I won't make it to China before Christmas! I'm very bummed, and had even bought Leila some Christmas gifts already, in hopes that she'd be home for Christmas. It's a very sad day for me!